Today its raining dried urine all over the cars outside … well it looks the color of what I think dried urine powder would look like! But it makes the eyes itch an nose sniffy . So if you knew what dried urine was like maybe it does the same thing?.. Does that make me a freak? Or just different? Today too I’ve decided the whole world is dysfunctional . Am I too judgmental? But I look around for someone with some sense an everyone only answers questions with answers that best suit them an their needs an do not give me a helpful idea of how to understand what it is I am thinking about! An I walk away thinking why did I even mention that an I bet that person will tell everyone what I asked about in a tweet that reach’s around the world. Do we say too much on social media? I know sometimes I let personal stuff overlap activism stuff an I know I confuse people that try to follow what I am speaking about. People warn me to be safe because of the radical things I talk about and the fingers I point at what I call offenders an abusers, they say these people will try to harm me if they catch me. Yes it is scary sometimes because I come across KKK members an NAZI groups an I notice some follow me on social media sometimes an that is reason I read followers profiles an what they tweet about or FB about. I sometimes get phone calls with the ID blocked an it makes me nervous, but do you know if your going to do this stuff you got to be honest an speak your minds but at same time realize the world isn’t filled with all Angels…. with lots of demons posing as Angels. But I get so angry when I hear of inmates at women’s prisons being abused by the ones in authorities’ positions an I get mad because people don’t think about how it would be better for a women inmate to go in a criminal an come out educated an have more self esteem an feel they don’t have to come back to prison. America needs to stop hating itself.. Start helping each other stand up. Im just saying….. How I Stand!
Hi hope everyone is enjoying their day? Today for me has been a good day, went for a long walk with a neighbor an had Krystal’s for lunch on the way back. This was in place of my 30 minutes on treadmill I try to do each day for my cardio routine. It has toned me some but I usually lose muscle in my face which makes me look like I am sick. This chronic illness robs me of my dignity little by little because we all see ourselves change in the mirror an it tends to whittle away self esteem. Have watched it happen with many living with chronic illness. Mine has mostly been caused by the medicines that keep me alive. Pharmaceutical companies need to pay for pain an suffering from damages of these medicines they make billions from but they don’t offer even when they know of it. I will add more later. Hey I’ve been using this an it is great for breathing problems like bronchitis an upper resp. infections an in Africa it has been used for years for treatments. Hey you guys I am having the blues sort of today forgive me for being scattered an from time to time I suggest things I see that I like. If you live with chronic illness let me know how you do it from day to day because I have to fight to stay in a decent mindset, Thank you. Umckaloabo Extract 30mg Capsules – Cold/Respiratory/Immune System
I had recently gone though hell over my medicare change an ended up making complaint with Medicare about no coverage for medical care and life saving medicines ! This got the ball rolling an my insurance got straightened out. So it does pay to use your rights an voice. But I thought I was going to be paying high co-pays but it ends up I don’t have to pay on 5 tier meds. So this is a happy day for me. So am STANDING TALL today an am HAPPY! I hope something good happens for you too, don’t give up hope!
People think that when you mention “Last Stand” that you mean your waiting for “Death Doom Gloom” but no its doesn’t mean that for me. It just means my accepting am getting older an it’s the last quarter an I want to live a healthy life’s ending .
Even though I’ve had the blues this week I am going to start a new blog. I’ve been HIV for many years an I have lost some of those memories an now this will be my “My Last Stand” or last part of my life, because I do want to live a full life.